Void.

My soul being sucked into a black hole. I could not overcome the feeling that something is always missing. It made me forget what it was like to feel happy, or complete, and the worst part about it is that it remained ‘something’ for too long; unknown , mysterious, yet too painful.

They said, 

"The pain of your past has nothing to do with you anymore"

But,

That's not always the true. Although I know I able to overcome the struggle but the feeling of helpless, anxiety, void, emptiness is always there. 

I am afraid that one day, it will eat me up.